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| AND THEY CALLED IT PUPPY LOVE. have you ever had a special someone when you were still just a small kid, maybe about 5-7 years of age?Well i had one, her name was Sybil S. Sarte. we used to be teased a lot back then. We were best friends way back in nursery to kinder garten in St. Francis Learning Center in Cagayan de Oro. We were inseparable at that moment. We weren't the typical pair because normally best buds at that time were of the same gender, but we were not. As far as my memory can take me back, i remember us eating our "baon"(may it be sandwich with zesto) during recess. After dismissal, we spend time together at the stage, just sitting, talking about grown up things and ghost stories. come to think of it, even if we were young, we wanted to grow up and become adults. We used to run after each other when we were playing at the playground. i also remember us chasing the School bus( nadapa pa ako nun while chasing the bus) when it's time to go home, we still were together, walking with our parents, talking about kid stuff, and the birds, the bees, the flowers and the trees. Well, these good times will always be a part of my memory. Every story ends, and ours is not an exception. I had to move to davao city, we had to part ways. it was one of my saddest moments when i was but a child. Sad to say,we never had any contact whatsoever. For a fact, i never forgot about her. even my closest friends know a thing or two about my puppy love. Few years past, i grew up. i know she certainly did too, but im just not aware of how she looked up until now. YEAH, after those long years, i saw her face again. well, maybe not up-close. i saw her i friendster, and my she was pretty. what's more, she even became a beauty queen at her age! and as for me, i became...uhhhhhmmmm... nevermind! haha! from the looks of it( nabasa ra gud sa profile!) she is also a student nurse. she's now studying at quezon city( when did she leave CDO?!) of course, i gave her a comment asking if she still knows me. (i sure hope she does!) she really looks pretty, wait strike that, she's beautiful. haha! but..... BUT she's taken. HAHAHA! well, im still happy that once again i have found her! my long lost puppy love. hope she remembers me! | | |
| Hahah! yeah, just look at the title of my blog and you will sure know everything about this entry of mine. Yeah, i slacked off. big time. i never studied my lessons, i lived like there is always tomorrow, and now im suffering the consequences.... siggh... im ashamed of my academic standing... i know i could have made it better if i just didnt slack off... i guess i really need my inspiration! INSPIRATION,WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU??? hmmm, since wla pa akong inspiration as of now, gawin ko nalang inspiration si RAIN, my pet dog. haha! rain, dont worry, ill do everything para sumaya ka... haha! (arf, arf) wait, i think im losing my mind.... oh no. well anyweiz, SUMMER CLASS IS OVER... my friends are kinda lonely because we will be reshuffled... i wonder why im not that sad with the thought that our class is gonna break soon... maybe i really wanted that to happen. dont get me wrong guys, i love my class. so much that i gave most of my time to them. i guess i just really want a new environment. new faces. new people to befriends with. and new crush. haha! how i wish i can have the chance to sit with my crush, i want her to be my classmate next school year, if i proceed to 2nd year of course. hehe... Guess what, im back to playing online games! yeah, and its kinda fun. im playing RAGNAROK right now. you may think im too old for this game but hey, who cares, i have a heart of a child so its ok. am i right guys?
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| God really wants me to stay single. haha! magkakagusto nalang nga ako, sa may uyab pa. hahaha! oh well. hindi talaga ako pwede magkagusto doon sa kay tooooooooot ngayon. Big NO kasi bawal. haha! still masaya talaga ako kasi nakamove on ako. as in. ahahaha! im back to life again,guys. I think i want to be a psychologist, or a counselor, someone who talks to people having problems with life. yeah. somehow i want to inspire them. i have always been good at talking away their problems since i was a freshmen in HS. yeah. kahit when it comes to love nga nakakausap ako noon even though wala pa akong experience about it nung early years ko in HS. haha! somehow they call me Dr. Love kasi grabeh daw wisdom ko. wooooh! haha! pero you know guys, even though grabeh wisdom mo bout those things, mahirapan ka pa rin magapply. minsan nga eh, kelangan ko rin ng isa pang Dr. love para matulungan ako eh. oh well, even a doctor cant apply surgery on himself. kailangan pa talaga ng isa pang doctor para gumawa nun. go figure. i do realize right now that people come and go in our lives for a reason. some people just teach you a thing or two bout love, some let you feel the mystery of it, some let you feel the hurt behind the beauty of love. and some just help you forget the hurt inflicted by love itself. then, after they go, you learn so many things. take it from me, ive already learned those things. (emo?) One great thing i learned is you should not be angry about what happened in the past. you should not bear anger on the one who caused you so much pain, rather be thankful that they made you strong, strong enough for you to take another difficult obstacle. yeah, im talking about my past. thank you. you know who you are. you made me strong. and thanks for making me feel how it is to be loved. yeah, I and my past became friends already. and for me that is something important. it is one of the things that makes "happiness" worth having. As for me, ill follow my dreams, ill create more friends, befriend enemies, help more people, and touch more lives. and if that special someone comes along, then i will be the happiest man on earth. ill just let time take its pace. "every romeo has a juliet, wishful thinkers have their stars, hopeless romantic each has love song played on their guitar" -nyoy volante -kosme | | |
| ALTOGETHER FUNNY AND SAD. Haha! funny talaga nangyayari sa life ko. as in. basta, ang dami kong katangahan na nagagawa to the point na matawa nalang ako at the same time masad dahil nagawa ko na.... hehe... di nyo maguess noh?? nako, wag na, its complicated. "WALANG KAPALIT" lingaw gud ang story, its about forbidden love. hmm, what's your stand guys, tama bah na magkagusto si piolo kay claudine? para sakin wala mang mali.... hindi naman kasi talaga sila magkapatid, diba? Anyweiz, somehow nakakarelate ako sa story.... bakit kaya? hindi dahil may gusto ako sa kapatid ko ha! NOOOOOO! hmmm... why? why? why? FINALLY finally, ive already moved on and i am already over her. yep. and it is because of someone.... well this someone, she is quite amazing...shes different. yep... and i like this someone... but i think its wrong to fall inlove with her.... why? its just plain wrong.... kasi.................................... basta... maybe she just came into my life para makita ko kung gano pa rin kaganda ang life. pero, i guess i have to stop there... i dont want to fall... no, not now... coz, i think its wrong.... diba lara? diba kay? diba tin? diba emman? maybe this is the reason kung bakit ako nakakarelate sa walang kapalit. TO THOSE WHO DON'T QUITE UNDERSTAND ME.. sorry, hindi ko pa xa maexplain masyado... basta it's complicated kung gawin ko pang detailed.... | | |
| NOWHERE NEAR LINE OF SEVEN! god really is good, wala akong line of seven, although mababa grades ko, hindi naman xa line of seven like i expected! considering all the quizzes na di ko pinasa, dapat bagsak na ako ngaun. pero hindi eh! yey! i passed! AND THE JOURNEY CONTINUES i dont want to quit nursing. i love nursing na. i cant say why, but im looking forward to something in nursing. hehe! basta, i want to graduate. i dont want to quit. im not that type of person who quits kasi.... tanga ako minsan, laban ng laban kahit alam kong pointless na pero eto, alam ko mapaglaban ko tong nursing course kasi kaya ko toh! whoooh!(what a long sentence) GUESS WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT???? my life is back on track! woooh! thanks friends! thanks din sa kay TOOOOT! haha!(huuy, ung may alam ha, quiet kung sino ung TOOOOOT, wala biya ung gusto sakin, pag nalaman nya na may like like ako, patay ako!...) oh well! nagagym ka parts? ako oo. haha! well, i started just this thursday and it was fun, really. hmmm... i want my life to be a lil bit private muna. haha!kaya di ako maxdo magkwento. Im really quite happy nowadays. STARS are cute, arent they? i love stars.... ( i dont make sense, i know.) haha! at least im not EMO. | | |
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